{"id":43,"date":"2026-10-15T22:35:12","date_gmt":"2026-10-16T02:35:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/otter.men\/000\/?p=43"},"modified":"2026-10-15T22:43:44","modified_gmt":"2026-10-16T02:43:44","slug":"i-had-an-interesting-day","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/otter.men\/000\/2026\/10\/15\/i-had-an-interesting-day\/","title":{"rendered":"i had an interesting day"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>i am coming out as a therian<svg class=\"k-emoji\" width=\"12\" height=\"12\" viewBox=\"0 0 12 12\" fill=\"currentColor\" role=\"img\" aria-label=\"\u732b\" xmlns=\"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/2000\/svg\"><rect x=\"2\" y=\"0\" width=\"1\" height=\"2\"\/><rect x=\"9\" y=\"0\" width=\"1\" height=\"2\"\/><rect x=\"3\" y=\"1\" width=\"1\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"8\" y=\"1\" width=\"1\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"4\" y=\"2\" width=\"4\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"2\" y=\"2\" width=\"1\" height=\"6\"\/><rect x=\"9\" y=\"2\" width=\"1\" height=\"6\"\/><rect x=\"3\" y=\"8\" width=\"6\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"4\" y=\"4\" width=\"1\" height=\"2\"\/><rect x=\"7\" y=\"4\" width=\"1\" height=\"2\"\/><rect x=\"5\" y=\"6\" width=\"2\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"0\" y=\"5\" width=\"2\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"10\" y=\"5\" width=\"2\" height=\"1\"\/><\/svg><br>\ngot a moment of clarity when i realized i actually was one this whole time<br>\nmrp<br>\ni wonder if me rejecting the label for so long was confusion or denial (foresight: it was confusion)<br>\ni did feel something deep down inside and i thought my gender identity was out of wack. nope not really it was just a juvenile animal inside of me <svg class=\"k-emoji\" width=\"12\" height=\"12\" viewBox=\"0 0 12 12\" fill=\"currentColor\" role=\"img\" aria-label=\"\u51b7\u3084\u6c57\" xmlns=\"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/2000\/svg\"><rect x=\"4\" y=\"0\" width=\"4\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"2\" y=\"1\" width=\"2\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"8\" y=\"1\" width=\"2\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"1\" y=\"2\" width=\"1\" height=\"2\"\/><rect x=\"10\" y=\"2\" width=\"1\" height=\"2\"\/><rect x=\"0\" y=\"4\" width=\"1\" height=\"4\"\/><rect x=\"11\" y=\"4\" width=\"1\" height=\"4\"\/><rect x=\"1\" y=\"8\" width=\"1\" height=\"2\"\/><rect x=\"10\" y=\"8\" width=\"1\" height=\"2\"\/><rect x=\"2\" y=\"10\" width=\"2\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"8\" y=\"10\" width=\"2\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"4\" y=\"11\" width=\"4\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"2\" y=\"5\" width=\"2\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"6\" y=\"5\" width=\"2\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"9\" y=\"6\" width=\"1\" height=\"2\"\/><rect x=\"4\" y=\"8\" width=\"3\" height=\"1\"\/><\/svg><br>\nam i too old to get into warrior cats? i think i&#8217;d find euphoria in that<br>\ni briefly thought i was a system, but i don&#8217;t really have any traits of one except for having a second incomprehensible entity inside of me<svg class=\"k-emoji\" width=\"12\" height=\"12\" viewBox=\"0 0 12 12\" fill=\"currentColor\" role=\"img\" aria-label=\"\u9a5a\u304d\" xmlns=\"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/2000\/svg\"><rect x=\"4\" y=\"0\" width=\"4\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"2\" y=\"1\" width=\"2\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"8\" y=\"1\" width=\"2\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"1\" y=\"2\" width=\"1\" height=\"2\"\/><rect x=\"10\" y=\"2\" width=\"1\" height=\"2\"\/><rect x=\"0\" y=\"4\" width=\"1\" height=\"4\"\/><rect x=\"11\" y=\"4\" width=\"1\" height=\"4\"\/><rect x=\"1\" y=\"8\" width=\"1\" height=\"2\"\/><rect x=\"10\" y=\"8\" width=\"1\" height=\"2\"\/><rect x=\"2\" y=\"10\" width=\"2\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"8\" y=\"10\" width=\"2\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"4\" y=\"11\" width=\"4\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"3\" y=\"4\" width=\"2\" height=\"2\"\/><rect x=\"7\" y=\"4\" width=\"2\" height=\"2\"\/><rect x=\"5\" y=\"7\" width=\"2\" height=\"3\"\/><\/svg><br>\ni believe this second entity is a protector<br>\nan angel perhaps?<br>\ni&#8217;m not even delusional &#8230; although i often indulge in fantasy, although i believe i&#8217;m one of two animals in a human body. i&#8217;m aware of my reality <svg class=\"k-emoji\" width=\"12\" height=\"12\" viewBox=\"0 0 12 12\" fill=\"currentColor\" role=\"img\" aria-label=\"\u7b11\u9854\" xmlns=\"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/2000\/svg\"><rect x=\"4\" y=\"0\" width=\"4\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"2\" y=\"1\" width=\"2\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"8\" y=\"1\" width=\"2\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"1\" y=\"2\" width=\"1\" height=\"2\"\/><rect x=\"10\" y=\"2\" width=\"1\" height=\"2\"\/><rect x=\"0\" y=\"4\" width=\"1\" height=\"4\"\/><rect x=\"11\" y=\"4\" width=\"1\" height=\"4\"\/><rect x=\"1\" y=\"8\" width=\"1\" height=\"2\"\/><rect x=\"10\" y=\"8\" width=\"1\" height=\"2\"\/><rect x=\"2\" y=\"10\" width=\"2\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"8\" y=\"10\" width=\"2\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"4\" y=\"11\" width=\"4\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"3\" y=\"4\" width=\"1\" height=\"2\"\/><rect x=\"8\" y=\"4\" width=\"1\" height=\"2\"\/><rect x=\"3\" y=\"7\" width=\"1\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"8\" y=\"7\" width=\"1\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"4\" y=\"8\" width=\"4\" height=\"1\"\/><\/svg><br>\nyep yep bring out the fine china<svg class=\"k-emoji\" width=\"12\" height=\"12\" viewBox=\"0 0 12 12\" fill=\"currentColor\" role=\"img\" aria-label=\"\u306b\u3053\u306b\u3053\" xmlns=\"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/2000\/svg\"><rect x=\"4\" y=\"0\" width=\"4\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"2\" y=\"1\" width=\"2\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"8\" y=\"1\" width=\"2\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"1\" y=\"2\" width=\"1\" height=\"2\"\/><rect x=\"10\" y=\"2\" width=\"1\" height=\"2\"\/><rect x=\"0\" y=\"4\" width=\"1\" height=\"4\"\/><rect x=\"11\" y=\"4\" width=\"1\" height=\"4\"\/><rect x=\"1\" y=\"8\" width=\"1\" height=\"2\"\/><rect x=\"10\" y=\"8\" width=\"1\" height=\"2\"\/><rect x=\"2\" y=\"10\" width=\"2\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"8\" y=\"10\" width=\"2\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"4\" y=\"11\" width=\"4\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"2\" y=\"5\" width=\"1\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"3\" y=\"4\" width=\"1\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"4\" y=\"5\" width=\"1\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"7\" y=\"5\" width=\"1\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"8\" y=\"4\" width=\"1\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"9\" y=\"5\" width=\"1\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"3\" y=\"7\" width=\"1\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"8\" y=\"7\" width=\"1\" height=\"1\"\/><rect x=\"4\" y=\"8\" width=\"4\" height=\"1\"\/><\/svg><\/p>\n<p>thank you for listening.<\/p>\n<p>p.s. should i pick up psychonauting???? 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